Sunday, February 28, 2010
it seems like I don't care... feels weird
I am trying to make this a short post. I am working on my brevity lol
I was so lazy this weekend!! I did not do any school work AT ALL!
I watched Priscilla yesterday, on and off. It was cool. I just realized it's not my first ever non-hetero movie. I watched in Chinese class last year some movie about a Chinese guy dating an American boy, and whose family arranges him a wife to marry.. that was funny (cannot remember its name)
Priscilla was OK, not that amazing though...
About my title. I don't know but lately I have been behaving so much like myself, without feeling the need to wear masks or control my behaviors or what I say. It's weird. VERY weird!
As in, I feel like I don't care about what people think of me - gay or not.
However, I just found out (from Drama Queen) that people at my school talk about me in my back, saying stuff like: "Sam would grow to become gay!"
Gosh, I did not know that! I don't know if I should feel offended, hurt or neutral... Most of those who say stuff like that are people I've been super close to...
Bleh! Besides, as I said, I am not watching out what I say or do anymore. I am just being spontaneous. And by the way, I am getting into too many discussions about homosexuality and so.
I don't know for how long this is gonna stay this way. I hope I don't regret it though...
I feel weird.
I am overall very lazy; and nothing is entertaining. I am not focusing much on school work nor on social life. Maybe that's why I am no longer taking the effort to care about what people think of me.
I really have to get some energy to start preparing for my mocks. I have predicted "A"s for official exams which I have to meet.
Enjoy the rest of your weekend and Have a lovely new week! :)