I hope you’ve all planned some fun and/or chillaxing stuff for this weekend.
How am I doing? F-r-u-s-t-r-a-t-e-d!!
I am trying to plan a once-in-a-lifetime trip for the upcoming Spring/Easter Holiday but things are not going as well as I hoped they would. Well, both my parents and my school gave me consent to travel for a few days but destiny is opposing me… sob, sob. Neither my parents’ credit card nor mine is accepting to purchase my flight online. I cannot wait for some third party's help because I’d lose my booking and this was the last good deal I could dream of…
I want to jump in anger, scream, shout and cry!!! :(
Anyway, back to my title...
YES! I just realized that I am out to more people than I actually think. And these people are my teachers at school, especially those who used to be close friends with my gay former teacher (let’s use the acronym GFT for him).
So, let’s count together who amongst them knows or at least seriously suspects my non-hetereosexuality:
My gay former teacher – duh!
My advisor – duh, again!
My previous Leadership Teacher: She’s narrow minded by the way – but has seen me once in my gay former teacher’s car, parked at the side of the road, talking and talking to him and then hugging him. Well, why else would I be talking to him (somehow in secrecy), even after he’s no longer teaching at my school?
My English teacher: She’s like my GFT’s best friend. She knows that I used to be so close to GFT and clearly denotes my metrosexuality and sensitivity. She’s the one who said ‘Woohoo!’ when I told her that I am sending my ignorance/homosexuality essay, without having it anonymous.
My College Counsellor: She once, arranged for me to see my GFT in secret and left me and him alone at her house and at the mall. By the way she’s VERY liberal and I saw on her facebook that she’s fan of the group advocating for GLBT’s rights – she’s hetero though lol
I behave myself in front of her – as in, I do reflect on my artsy attitude and sensitivity, and even my opinion towards tings that fully masculine machos shouldn’t be speaking about.
My former English teacher: She knows that I am very close to my GFT and has tried so hard to arrange for me to meet him outside school after he left. She’s also very close to him.
Some random English teacher: This one does not teach me but she shares her house with my college counsellor and also helped out with my secret meeting with my GFT.
Well, if they know I desperately need to get in touch with my GFT and agree to help me out; they defnitely suspect that I am gay like him and am in need of his assistance and advice… Right?
(by the way, I am like the only student who’s kept this much in touch with him – to be expected lol)
Finally, my former History teacher: Now this one is interesting. She also DOES know that I am super close to my GFT. What’s interesting is that my GFT asked her to lend me a movie she has. Guess what it turned out to be….
Well, it is: “The adventures of PRISCILLA, Queen of the Desert” She gave it to me yesterday and am hoping to watch it tomorrow – if my roommate leaves the room so he doesn’t ask me what am I watching, bla bla bla…
Have you guys watched that movie? If you did, what do you think of it?
I am excited to play it – it’s like my first non-hetero movie ;)
(it’s not like I’d have done something more fun on Saturday evening, instead)
As you know;
NO social life
Lonely Saturday night in the dorms
Random facts of the day:
1. Mike used some red marker and my correction fluid during class today as nail polish. Then he started behaving fem-like and joking around. Some students were offended saying: “That’s so gay!!” I was around him so I kept on replying to them: “It’s not gay, it’s fem” lol (I don’t even know what I meant)
2. I played Frisbee under the rain (and did not get sick…. Yet)
3. I am chatting to Drama Queen and she just told me that some friends told her that I'll turn out to be gay; but she tells them "No, he like gals!" I am pissed... I dunno how to react or what to say.. let's see what the conversation leads to...
4. I am so bored, yet I have loads of school work to do.
Anyway… I am glad you’re around and thanks a lot for reading my long boring posts…
Please stick around and share with me your thoughts or whatever comes on mind. I need entertainment lol
(And please pray for me/wish me luck in being able to book my flight and nicely arrange that trip)
I am upset and frustrated about it, right now! :(