Hello Dearest People!
I am so excited!! I have 9 followers now!!!! Thank you all for being here! :)
So for the past days (especially after I have gotten this blog) I feel really good about myself and my sexual identity...
As in, I think I am on the right track of accepting myself for who I am.
I no longer feel as if I have something to hide although I have not come out to anyone yet (and will not do so any soon). I just feel good coz I am in the process of coming out to myself...
I am not thinking about how wrong I used to think I am and what my religion/family/friends would think of me... I don't know why this is happening but I am not complaining for now lol
I know this whole crap will get back to me sooner than I think but for now I am feeling overall good about myself!!!! and wanted you to know this.
But still, I know you will say I am stupid and all that but I will tell you anyway:
I cannot figure out whether I am Bi or totally gay..
As in how can I know? I know I have the answer within me somewhere but I cannot find it in the time being.
I will tell you more about why I am confused about that in a later post...
For now I can tell you that I feel sexually attracted to men and emotionally attracted to women (if you know what I mean)
I cannot wait until I'll be able to post about my final decision when I make up my mind or rather know myself better!!!
On a side note, I am doing OK in general. My school is still making me work like an animal but it will be over soon... I chose to go to this school and be academically and socially challenged. So I have to bear with the consequences.
I have no plans for the weekend but to catch up on my school work (coz I have been very lazy during the week), sleep for a descent amount of time and catch up with some friends.
Hope you are all doing well!!